Kamikaze-666

Well....I actually have no idea, what to say...I did miss this place. And art generally. I really did. I've been so long away, I don't even understand this site anymore. Took me minutes to find the place to write a note...and to be honest, I got here by accident. No idea, how. Guess, it will take me quite a while to get everything right here on my profile. Hopefully I'll find some time for it. Life's a constant bitch to me, I fear. No, not really, but at least, it felt like it in the past. I don't want to bother you (who still might read this) with details - besides it's personal - but some years ago, it felt like my life was shattered into pieces. I was confused, heartbroken and without perspective. It took me a long time to get over those things, that happend back then but I'm fine by now. But somehow...it was like I'd lost a part of myself. With the result, that I coudn't draw anymore. I just couldn't. And I really, really tried. But everything just turned out to be crap. At

:xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::santa::rudolph::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas::xmas: Hello my dears, I wish all of you happy Hollidays with your family, friends and loved once. Hope all of you are having a good time :heart: Actually I wanted to leave you a tiny christmas picture, but unfurtunately I didn't made it in time. I'm so sorry. :ashamed: I was busy with my job, had health troubles and sorrows for my cat. No time for fun stuff XD Besides I'm still without photoshop XD But at least I got to solve my latest problem with my computer. Had to format the whole thing and now everything is running th

Hi there my dears, I fear, I have some quite bad news. Well, at least for me. I'm kinda desperated since some days now and I'm runnig out of ideas. In fact some of the worst things, that could happen to me, happend. My graphic programs broke. All 3 of it. :( It's a disaster. And I've no clue why or what happend, even less how I could fix it. The last weeks had been full of work and effort for me, because I wanted to get rid of all open tasks and duties, which kept me away from drawing. I wanted to complete as much as I could, to free my mind, so I finally would be able to focus on drawing again. To get me the time I'd need. Because I final